Princess in Chaos

2009-09-02T01:02:00.000-07:00

And here it goes.I know you've moved on, moved on for good, but there are things you don't know, things I don't show, things I hide inside. I know to you it seems like I don't care, seems like I was never ever there, but there was never one day that you didn't cross my mind a million times. And believe me, if I could go back, I would, but things are different now. Time caught up with us and broke us apart because now you found someone else. But that's not what bothers me. What bothers me is that you left me and I left you, with words unspoken and a story unread. Words that are still trying to escape my heart and reach out to you, Words that don't notice that time has past; words that still have meaning. But that's not what bothers me, What bothers me is that you didn't see the tears I cried and you didn't know that I lied when I told you I was happy.What bothers me is that you still cross my mind a million times a day, and even when I'm sleeping, I can still hear your voice telling me how much you love me or how much you miss me?And that's the only time I'm ever happy. It's when I'm reminiscing about you and dreaming about us. but when reality hits me, it just kills me. But the thing that bothers me the most is that all of this could have been prevented if I had just said something or done something and the only thing that doesn't bother me is that I've learned a valuable lesson; You don't really know what you've got until it's gone..

You never know..

2009-08-29T22:24:00.001-07:00

That great everyday magic is discovering those who are strong enough to catch you. Those who care enough to reach out their arms and cushion your fall. And I think that's what’s so wonderful about life - you never know when you'll stumble upon these kinds of marvelous people, or when they'll stumble onto you. And as terrifying as it sounds, the greatest thing that could ever happen to us is to slip up in the wind and float down into that fall. Because you never know who will be waiting for you at the bottom.

Take the risk, and be ready to fall.

2009-06-17T23:36:00.000-07:00

In life, you could always come up with excuses if you want to. We make up excuses and alibis to cover up our weaknesses; We don't want anyone to hurt us, so we put on this front that somehow makes us feel better about ourselves. The truth of the matter is that what's done is done, no excuses are necessary. You can't go back and change anything, so there's no point in being stuck in the past. Excuses never work; you're only lying to yourself. And lying to yourself never helps anything. Eventually all the lies and the excuses and the alibis fall away, and you're left here, stripped, with the truth before your very eyes, whether you're ready to accept it or not. Sometimes, it's just too late to pretend and it's too late to defend, so you have to deal with what you've got, and everything else will fall into place all around you.

2009-04-10T11:44:00.000-07:00

I always thought that there was this one perfect person for everybody in the world, you know, and when you found that person the rest of the world kind of magically faded away, and, you know, the two of you would just be inside this kind of protective bubble, but there is no bubble, I mean if there is you have to make it. I just thing life is more than a series of moments, you know, we can make choices, and we can choose to protect the people we love and that's what makes us who we are and those are the real memories.. -Forces of Nature

I fell in love with an alien.

2009-01-21T05:59:00.000-08:00

"there are millions of people out there. but in the end, it all comes down to one. i still panic sometimes, forget to breathe. but i know there's something beautiful in all my imperfections. a beauty within which he held out for me to see, a strength that can never be taken away. i remember the day we met. his smile, his touch. you can be anywhere when your life begins, when the future opens up in front of you. you may not even realize it at first, but it's already happening..."

Jesus Take the Wheel

2009-01-19T05:50:00.000-08:00

She was driving last Friday on her way to Cincinnati
On a snow white Christmas Eve
Going home to see her Mama and her Daddy with the baby in the backseat
Fifty miles to go and she was running low on faith and gasoline
It'd been a long hard year
She had a lot on her mind and she didn't pay attention
she was going way too fast
Before she knew it she was spinning on a thin black sheet of glass
She saw both their lives flash before her eyes
She didn't even have time to cry
She was sooo scared
She threw her hands up in the air

Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this on my own
I'ma let it go
So give me one more chance
To save me from this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel

It was still getting colder when she made it to the shoulder
And the car came to a stop
She cried when she saw that baby in the backseat sleeping like a rock
And for the first time in a long time
She bowed her head to pray
She said I'm sorry for the way
I've been living my life
I know I've got to change
So from now on tonight

Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
To save me from this road I'm on

Oh, Jesus take the wheel
Oh, I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on
From this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel
Oh, take it, take it from me
Oh, why, oh ...

Life.

2009-01-19T05:29:00.000-08:00

it's okay. it's okay to want someone you can't have. it's okay to keep friendships when you don't want them, or want something more. it's okay to cry when you're hurt, and it's okay to stay mad at someone who hurt you. believe it or not, it's always going to be okay. that's just how it works. sometimes, things don't always work out the way you want them to, and a lot of the time, it seems like they never will- but that's okay. that's how life is supposed to go. it's all about learning how to deal with the bumpy parts of the road and waiting till they're smooth again. it's all about forgiving and forgetting. it's all about waiting and wishing. that's just how life is.

Collectibles and Memorabilia

2009-01-15T06:07:00.000-08:00

Just yesterday I visited an old friend, and discovered that she's very fond of collecting random stuffs like toys, Collectible Cards, Decorative Items and etc. I was enjoying myself seeing those amazing cute little things. So while walking back home, I was thinking of things that I am interested into, and make a collection of it. And I also tried surfing the net and find for some collectible items. And great! I found some. Lucky me. :)

I found some stuff that real interesting. And since, I'm kinda ecstatic about them, lemme share them.

See that? Haha! These things really caught my attention since my mom really interested in keeping different kind of coins. And doesn't really matter where they came from, what matter is they good to keep. ^^

Hold your breath for these awesomes music boxes! Geez! I really really want one since I was a child. And seeing different kinds of music boxes now makes me want them more. Maybe If I'm going to collect a stuff, I'll probably choose music boxes as a collection.

"All I Ask of You" music box. Aww. I love the sound of this one, and it looks so elegant. I want one!

Gold Label Musical Chairs Music box. I always love teddy bears. And this one is soo cute!!

Angels Music box. Woot! Gorgeous. And yes, it's on sale! :)

So that's 2 of the two stuff I want to collect? How bout you? Still having problem of what stuff to collect? Well, you can find a lot more here. Click this and you'll see the best buying collectible item shop online! Trust me! :)

Coca-Cola Commercial.

2009-01-13T01:39:00.000-08:00

One of my favorite Coca-Cola Commercial.. :)

whenever there's a pool there's always a flirt
whenever there's a school there's always a homework
whenever there's a beat there's always a drum
whenever there's fun there's always coca-cola... yeah..

the stars will always shine
the birds will always sing
as long as there is thirst there's always the real thing
Coca cola classic is always the one
whenever there is fun there's always coca cola.. yeah!!
Coca-cola..

Dreams and Aspirations.

2009-01-13T01:27:00.001-08:00

Never let a day go by,
Without giving something new a try.
As creatures of habit we tend to sigh,
And accept our lot until we die.

Try to fulfill your secret dreams,
And let your imagination ride moonbeams.
Never let your hopes fade away,
With tomorrow comes a bright new day.

Hold on to your greatest ambitions,
Remember we can't all be physicians.
Try to unlock your hidden potential,
And find that outlet which is most influential.

We see the answers in the strangest ways,
And with great relief we clear the haze,
That all too often obscures our vision,
Of how to complete our unknown mission.

The smallest achievement brings its own reward,
As then you realise you are heading toward,
The answer to your hopes and fears,
That were only dreams along the years.

(c) John McKay Withey

Online Shopping Galore!

2008-10-10T03:31:00.000-07:00

Since its my birthday tomorrow, I decided to buy myself things I want to have. And I'm thinking of using my own money. It's like, a birthday gift to myself. So I started to list down all the things I want to buy. And after doing that, the first thing that came to my mind was.... "How I'm going to buy all these things only with the money that I have". So I opened my computer and started to surf for online shops with low price. And It's a good thing that I found a very nice site that offers almost everything!

My friends know how I so love shopping online. I love clothes and accessories. So I'm really into online shops that offers those. So now let me share to you the products that I found that offers what a girl like me wants to have! :)

Sunglasses! *drools*

Shoes baby!

I even saw products that suits my mom's liking. Christmas is coming so don't you think its about time to buy these things for your grandmas and moms? ^^

I saw this waffle maker. See, they're not just after clothes and accessories but also with kitchen and dining ware. Don't just stare and drool with waffles! Make them! And start that by buying this waffle maker sweetie. :)

Stop drooling on your keyboards! Start to surf and shop! ^^

Life Talk: make Your Mark!

2007-11-18T07:18:00.000-08:00

"Remember, every single person in the world has a different thumbprint. There are no two people alike, at all, in the whole world! GOD has a reason for doing that! because each and every one of us has our unique purpose in the world.”How amazing is that?? It sounds sooo simple, but if you think about it, its true!!I remember how our philosophy professor told us, “You are everyone you meet in your life”. I so believe in that. Every single person we meet in our life is a part of us. Whether they were someone we shared our life with, they influenced us in a good way, they hurt us and made us learn a valuable lesson, they were mean and so we vowed not to be mean like them, whether the person wore something we liked, smiled and warmed our heart, made us laugh, or cry, all that, is part of us. And so how can any two people possibly be identical?Imagine. All of us have a unique contribution to the world precisely because of the unique person that we are. We may have our insecurities and shortcomings, but given that, we still have our strengths and good works that we can use to contribute to our family, circle of friends, community, country.We may not be as goodlooking, rich, educated, famous, influential as other people, but in our less goodlooking, less rich, less educated, less famous, and less influential self, we can touch people’s lives, make a difference in our own little way, and love others big time. That, no one, as in no one, can ever take away from us.So if you ever feel down.. If you ever feel like you have no purpose in the world.. If you ever feel like asking “will anybody care if i’m gone?” just remember that we are all made uniquely, and whatever effect we've had on the people we love, on the people around us, and on the world, is our effect alone that no one else can replace. We are irreplaceable.I still don’t know what exactly GOD’s purpose for me is, I’ve felt down, I’ve felt neglected.. After i had this life talk, i told myself that when the low moments hit me, i will remind myself to look at the pattern on my thumb, and take comfort in the fact that i am the only being in the world that has that mark, TO MAKE MY MARK!

2007-07-01T02:07:00.000-07:00

Broken Fairytale...