And here it goes.I know you've moved on, moved on for good, but there are things you don't know, things I don't show, things I hide inside. I know to you it seems like I don't care, seems like I was never ever there, but there was never one day that you didn't cross my mind a million times. And believe me, if I could go back, I would, but things are different now. Time caught up with us and broke us apart because now you found someone else. But that's not what bothers me. What bothers me is that you left me and I left you, with words unspoken and a story unread. Words that are still trying to escape my heart and reach out to you, Words that don't notice that time has past; words that still have meaning. But that's not what bothers me, What bothers me is that you didn't see the tears I cried and you didn't know that I lied when I told you I was happy.What bothers me is that you still cross my mind a million times a day, and even when I'm sleeping, I can still hear your voice telling me how much you love me or how much you miss me?And that's the only time I'm ever happy. It's when I'm reminiscing about you and dreaming about us. but when reality hits me, it just kills me. But the thing that bothers me the most is that all of this could have been prevented if I had just said something or done something and the only thing that doesn't bother me is that I've learned a valuable lesson; You don't really know what you've got until it's gone..
You never know..
That great everyday magic is discovering those who are strong enough to catch you. Those who care enough to reach out their arms and cushion your fall. And I think that's what’s so wonderful about life - you never know when you'll stumble upon these kinds of marvelous people, or when they'll stumble onto you. And as terrifying as it sounds, the greatest thing that could ever happen to us is to slip up in the wind and float down into that fall. Because you never know who will be waiting for you at the bottom.
Take the risk, and be ready to fall.
In life, you could always come up with excuses if you want to. We make up excuses and alibis to cover up our weaknesses; We don't want anyone to hurt us, so we put on this front that somehow makes us feel better about ourselves. The truth of the matter is that what's done is done, no excuses are necessary. You can't go back and change anything, so there's no point in being stuck in the past. Excuses never work; you're only lying to yourself. And lying to yourself never helps anything. Eventually all the lies and the excuses and the alibis fall away, and you're left here, stripped, with the truth before your very eyes, whether you're ready to accept it or not. Sometimes, it's just too late to pretend and it's too late to defend, so you have to deal with what you've got, and everything else will fall into place all around you.
I always thought that there was this one perfect person for everybody in the world, you know, and when you found that person the rest of the world kind of magically faded away, and, you know, the two of you would just be inside this kind of protective bubble, but there is no bubble, I mean if there is you have to make it. I just thing life is more than a series of moments, you know, we can make choices, and we can choose to protect the people we love and that's what makes us who we are and those are the real memories.. -Forces of Nature
And here it goes.I know you've moved on, moved on for good, but there are things you don't know, things I don't show, things I hide inside. I know to you it seems like I don't care, seems like I was never ever there, but there was never one day that you didn't cross my mind a million times. And believe me, if I could go back, I would, but things are different now. Time caught up with us and broke us apart because now you found someone else. But that's not what bothers me. What bothers me is that you left me and I left you, with words unspoken and a story unread. Words that are still trying to escape my heart and reach out to you, Words that don't notice that time has past; words that still have meaning. But that's not what bothers me, What bothers me is that you didn't see the tears I cried and you didn't know that I lied when I told you I was happy.What bothers me is that you still cross my mind a million times a day, and even when I'm sleeping, I can still hear your voice telling me how much you love me or how much you miss me?And that's the only time I'm ever happy. It's when I'm reminiscing about you and dreaming about us. but when reality hits me, it just kills me. But the thing that bothers me the most is that all of this could have been prevented if I had just said something or done something and the only thing that doesn't bother me is that I've learned a valuable lesson; You don't really know what you've got until it's gone..
You never know..
That great everyday magic is discovering those who are strong enough to catch you. Those who care enough to reach out their arms and cushion your fall. And I think that's what’s so wonderful about life - you never know when you'll stumble upon these kinds of marvelous people, or when they'll stumble onto you. And as terrifying as it sounds, the greatest thing that could ever happen to us is to slip up in the wind and float down into that fall. Because you never know who will be waiting for you at the bottom.
Take the risk, and be ready to fall.
In life, you could always come up with excuses if you want to. We make up excuses and alibis to cover up our weaknesses; We don't want anyone to hurt us, so we put on this front that somehow makes us feel better about ourselves. The truth of the matter is that what's done is done, no excuses are necessary. You can't go back and change anything, so there's no point in being stuck in the past. Excuses never work; you're only lying to yourself. And lying to yourself never helps anything. Eventually all the lies and the excuses and the alibis fall away, and you're left here, stripped, with the truth before your very eyes, whether you're ready to accept it or not. Sometimes, it's just too late to pretend and it's too late to defend, so you have to deal with what you've got, and everything else will fall into place all around you.
I always thought that there was this one perfect person for everybody in the world, you know, and when you found that person the rest of the world kind of magically faded away, and, you know, the two of you would just be inside this kind of protective bubble, but there is no bubble, I mean if there is you have to make it. I just thing life is more than a series of moments, you know, we can make choices, and we can choose to protect the people we love and that's what makes us who we are and those are the real memories.. -Forces of Nature
Im Jho. Owner of Pink-Stellar.Net. 21y/o. Christian. Taking up BSN.
people ask me who i am. the answer? i don't really know. a few years ago, i would have said i was a girl who loved life. a few months ago, i would have said i was a girl who loved a boy with everything she had. now, i guess you could say i've been through a lot and i've been broken in too many places and too many ways. i guess you could say i'm just trying to find my place.
